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Headaches: This was the most common symptom, with 46% of the patients reporting having headaches. They described the headaches in many different ways, with no one pattern being a sure sign of brain cancer. Many - perhaps most - people get headaches at some point in their life, so this is not a definite sign of brain cancers. You should mention it to your doctors if the headaches are: different from those you ever had before, are accompanied by nausea / vomiting, are made worse by bending over or straining when going to the bathroom.

Ya Allah jika ini satu dugaan, mempermudahkan lah perjalanan kehidupan aku..
jika aku tidak layak untuk hidup dalam dunia niee..jemputla aku..

izinkan aku pergi dengan senyuman melalui nafas...tetaplah aku hinggakan ajalku
Kanku tunjuk satu bahagian hidupku...Hatiku didadamu..
Kamu..

menemaniku tempat ku mengadu
Dan tawa indahmu di ujung dukaku .. kisah kita kan berlalu


Waktu dan waktu berlalu dan akan ku tinggalkan kamu
hingga saatnya akan menjemputku aku akan pergi

meninggalkanmu..


menghitamkan hatimu..

sungguh tertutup tangisan hingga
hentikan waktu

dengarlah aku


dengar lirih hatiku

dakaplah aku.. sayang…

dan aku mati dipelukkanmu....